How to Begin?

Envy. No one ever wants to envy...least of all their best friend. It becomes very clear why Envy is one of the Deadlies. Resentment, Anger, Sadness...the Dark Side. That's all Envy serves. (But oh God you miss what you once had.)

Then the realization that this is what she felt and you shrugged it off. Left her to sort it out alone. And you realize how cruel you were. Reminded that you were truly a Fool for Love and wonder how she ever put up with you-forgave you.

You can only hope that she knows how much she means to you and how many gifts she's given you. And while she may think they've gone unnoticed or taken for granted, they fill such a huge place in your heart. And that without her you don't think you would have come out the other side.

And the only thing I can think of to say is:
You are my friend. And I love you.

(style inspired by A. Thank you)