Hibernation....oh no...

I think people must be related to bears and other hibernating creatures... or maybe it's just me. I'm literally hauling myself out of bed these days. Fucking winter. I believe that work days should be shorter during the winter months. Or at least a place to nap should be provided. I miss my benches outside! My tan is really fading... I could start getting fat again. Oh Jesus. So depressing.

But Christmas is coming. The boy will be home Friday...and here for Thanksgiving. So glad.

I'm feeling...stunted? Or stopped up? Creatively Constipated? Well, at least I can still alliterate.

I feel like I wanna crawl out of my skin. Maybe it's just caffeine. Something is coming. Something big. Maybe it's just November. Scorpio country. Always fucks with me. Can't get away from them either. A new moon in Scorpio.

It makes me feel turned inside out and back in again.


It's enough to get a body in trouble.