The Universe is in League With Itself...
and conspiring to keep my on my own.
OK FINE. I GET IT. I'LL BE BY MYSELF.
Apparently, this means "by myself" in the most real sense of the phrase.
No hookups.
No dates.
No entanglements whatsoever.
Also, is it a bad sign when one actually starts to count on things going awry? For instance...one plans something, in the back of one's mind says..."This is going to fall through anyway, so don't get too attached to the idea." Because that's what ends up happening 9 times out of 10?
Growing up, I would always hope that dad would show up to my various concerts and programs when he promised he would. But, somewhere in the back of my head I knew that he wouldn't be there. And most of the time I was right. (Don't worry, I've since forgiven him is ill-planned parenting). Now, I find myself doing it with the men in my life. And most of the time I'm right. So. Is it the guys I choose? Me? Or do I have some psychic link to people?
You make the call.
I have a meeting.
OK FINE. I GET IT. I'LL BE BY MYSELF.
Apparently, this means "by myself" in the most real sense of the phrase.
No hookups.
No dates.
No entanglements whatsoever.
Also, is it a bad sign when one actually starts to count on things going awry? For instance...one plans something, in the back of one's mind says..."This is going to fall through anyway, so don't get too attached to the idea." Because that's what ends up happening 9 times out of 10?
Growing up, I would always hope that dad would show up to my various concerts and programs when he promised he would. But, somewhere in the back of my head I knew that he wouldn't be there. And most of the time I was right. (Don't worry, I've since forgiven him is ill-planned parenting). Now, I find myself doing it with the men in my life. And most of the time I'm right. So. Is it the guys I choose? Me? Or do I have some psychic link to people?
You make the call.
I have a meeting.
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