Wednesday, August 18, 2004

Integrity

I never want to change for anyone.

You used to say I was an "angry person".
What does that mean? That I actually say what's on my mind? My comment on winter almost being here ijn June is somehow a reflection of my character? Maybe. But Come ON! I've lived here my whole life. Time is moving quicker. It was just a thought!

Perhaps I am just bitter and jaded and used up.
But I can still laugh hard and long and I can still say "Oh I LOVE this song!".

But, Fuck you for presuming to have this enlightened "I want to teach the world to sing" attitude when you can't even be honest with yourself.

At least my anger is mine. My bitterness is mine. My love is mine. My sadness is mine. My joy is mine. I own it. I embrace it and I cherish the ability to express it.

You live lies. Being "Fantastic" all the time will destroy you.

I've had some bad dreams this week ;)

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