My Last Night of my Second Decade...
Yes, I just got back from my trip, and I have many interesting stories to tell, but I'm holding off.
Tomorrow is the day.
I turn 30.
To be honest, there's a huge part of me that's ready to leave my 20's. Just like the part that was glad to be done with being a teenager. My 20's were rough. A lot of the time, they absolutely sucked. I've made some mistakes, the world kicked my ass a few times.
But I also feel like I'm leaving school again. Like, my 20's were this learning time that I now have to put to use. It feels like now, there's little margin for error. Even less than there was 10 years ago.
All my life I've been living in this "I'm leading up to something" state of mind. And here I am.
So here's my Next 30 Years Resolution:
To live more in the now. To realize that now is the reality. To be ok with the now. To realize that I am exactly where I am supposed to be at this moment. To stay in this spot and not plan 3,4,5 steps ahead. To breathe.
But seriously? It's fucking 2005. Where the FUCK is my flying car???
Tomorrow is the day.
I turn 30.
To be honest, there's a huge part of me that's ready to leave my 20's. Just like the part that was glad to be done with being a teenager. My 20's were rough. A lot of the time, they absolutely sucked. I've made some mistakes, the world kicked my ass a few times.
But I also feel like I'm leaving school again. Like, my 20's were this learning time that I now have to put to use. It feels like now, there's little margin for error. Even less than there was 10 years ago.
All my life I've been living in this "I'm leading up to something" state of mind. And here I am.
So here's my Next 30 Years Resolution:
To live more in the now. To realize that now is the reality. To be ok with the now. To realize that I am exactly where I am supposed to be at this moment. To stay in this spot and not plan 3,4,5 steps ahead. To breathe.
But seriously? It's fucking 2005. Where the FUCK is my flying car???
posted by LC Greenwood at 4:56 PM
3 Comments:
Having just made the leap myself I'd like to pass on a little knowledge. Unfortunately I'm just as stupid as the day I turned 29... Um, I want a flying car too!
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The person who typed above me is a tool. What a nice thing to say. Do you also own a salt shaker or a lemmon? I have a new cut.
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