Thursday

What's that you said?
I need some improvement.
What's that you said?
There's room for a whole lot more.
What's that you said
I'll love you when it's done.
At least that's what I heard.

How will I know when it's done?

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Apparently my brain has chosen this week to start really purging the yuck from the last 7 months. Dreams, obsessing, and eye- opening therapy sessions have been screaming one thing at me:
I rely waaay too much on other people to validate my efforts and existence.
I've been told this before, and once I even thought I had it licked, but man.
Apparently not.
It's ok though. These are phases we all go through.
I don't know that I'll ever fully let go of this need, but as long as I see it, I can work to defeat it.